First day of p90x

"So I just got done with my p90x and I had to stop about half way through. My arms have turned to goo and I really can't even bend them to do push ups anymore. I really want to"

That was the beginning of my blog that I was gonna write after I decided to stop in the middle of doing the work out cause I just couldn't do it. BUT! I said I had a goal and I want to keep that goal so I finished the arm work out!!! And yes, my arms hurt and yes my form was quite bad on some things but good on the other. I never thought this, but I'm actually proud of myself for pushing through it!! The Ab Ripper X though killed me. I did stop that, I'm not able to do the work outs right now at all, I could barely do a sit up, I'm not joking. I managed to get through 10 sit up things ( i can't remember the name right now ) and I just couldn't do it, my body would not lift my weight up off the floor. SO for now, I'm going to stop it and maybe when I lose some weight and what not it'll help a bit more to get me through the ab work out. I do have to say for what I did though, my lower abs KILLLLLLLL, which is good, I wanted to work out my lower abs. I can do this! I KNOW I can!! But for now, I'm gonna let my arms go to goooo and then continue on the rest of my day job hunting :)

New Years Resolutions

I never thought I'd actually want to set new years resolutions, but I do this year. I'm determined to learn Italian only for the sheer fact that I am trying to forget Spanish and failing miserably at it. Le gasp* BUT WHY JENN EVERYONE IN AMERICA SHOULD KNOW SPANISH?!?!?! Le reply, I want to forget spanish BECAUSE I am American, I should not have to have a mandatory qualification to get a job that involves me knowing spanish. I speak american, it should be on my own free will and not implied, required or forced to learn another language. It's a sad day when I have every qualification for a job but get pushed back because I said I didn't know spanish (which I'm almost fluent in as an FYI) and someone who is probably here on a fake visa gets the job and can't speak American. So, I'd like to learn Italian just so if anyone asks if I know a foreign language on a job application I can say yes, Italian. It may not seem like a big deal, but it irks me to no end. TWO! I want to get healthy, yeah I know typical but I am so outta shape I've become a round shape and I'd like to be able to actually feel comfortable in my own skin again. I'm definitely gonna get on my P90X as soon as I can. Three, I want to get a job that I can be at for at least the next several years and not have to worry I'm going to lose it. I'm determined to learn every possible program I can so I can be qualified for as many jobs as I can. What else...I'm not to sure...but I'll try really hard to keep this blog up to date for the few readers I do have :). For now CIAO!