First day of p90x

"So I just got done with my p90x and I had to stop about half way through. My arms have turned to goo and I really can't even bend them to do push ups anymore. I really want to"

That was the beginning of my blog that I was gonna write after I decided to stop in the middle of doing the work out cause I just couldn't do it. BUT! I said I had a goal and I want to keep that goal so I finished the arm work out!!! And yes, my arms hurt and yes my form was quite bad on some things but good on the other. I never thought this, but I'm actually proud of myself for pushing through it!! The Ab Ripper X though killed me. I did stop that, I'm not able to do the work outs right now at all, I could barely do a sit up, I'm not joking. I managed to get through 10 sit up things ( i can't remember the name right now ) and I just couldn't do it, my body would not lift my weight up off the floor. SO for now, I'm going to stop it and maybe when I lose some weight and what not it'll help a bit more to get me through the ab work out. I do have to say for what I did though, my lower abs KILLLLLLLL, which is good, I wanted to work out my lower abs. I can do this! I KNOW I can!! But for now, I'm gonna let my arms go to goooo and then continue on the rest of my day job hunting :)